WELCOME TO THE WONDERFUL WORLD OF LISA'S SHYTE!!

hey guys.... sorry i havent updated in two weeks, but i have been kinda busy.... giving birth, getting adjusted to two children etc.... and im currently trying to deny the fact that i know damn well i havent gotten over my depression. lately, ive been totally feeling like shit and im comfort eating again, no matter what i do i cant stop doing it... i feel like the worlds biggest failure, yet i know im not. pete and i keep arguing coz im so snappy all the time, im crying at the drop of a hat and im really snappy with jack too. im going to get back on my anti depressants asap coz im sick of being me, sick of feeling like this and i want to fight this illness, ive suffered from it since i was 14 years old and i just want it to stop and go away before it kills me... now i know i still havent updated bout caitlyn yet, i promise that i will soon but right now i need to let it all out, even if its on here in written form....

Heya, this is a friends only journal so if you wanna see what crazy shit runs through my brain i spose you'll havta add me!

well, a bit about me, im 22 from the yarra valley in vic, engaged to the most wonderful man in the world, pete; i have a beautiful little boy named jack and am expecting a little girl in july 07.

so yeah, if you wanna add me thats fine, i only wanna speak to genuine ppl and not ppl trying to bump up their friends list. catchya xxxxxx